Conjecture
If you're out there reading this I care about you. Things have been difficult lately and they have been for a long time. I realize that finding myself is my main objective right now. This may or may not happen with you. It hasn't been decided yet.I'm trying to be as vague as possible because life isn't two people inside a vacuum. There are many obstacles which manifest themselves in many different forms. Work. "Friends". Bills. Family. Relationships. Myself. Sometimes it is hard to distinguish friend and foe.
Currrently, my entire life is one big gray area. Passion has been stampeded and superceded by unrequited contempt. Where did it come from and when will it go? That's hard to say. I'm influenced by good forces and influenced by bad forces. At this juncture, their origins are not apparent to me.
Something needs to change. Has anyone seen my Magic Eight Ball?
